Posted in New Beginnings on May 11th, 2007 No Comments »
Hospital just rang to say they can’t get me in for a scan until Tuesday at the earliest. I was awake by 5am this morning just laying there wondering what was going to happen, hoping for answers. Now I have to wait 4 days for an answer. Bleeding is still there and still feel crampy. [...]
Posted in New Beginnings on May 10th, 2007 No Comments »
Here I am again. I woke this morning having sharp stabbing pains in my lower abdomen which didn’t feel right. I rang the community midwife who said it was nothing to worry about unless I started bleeding. I have now started bleeding too. Spoke to the maternity unit who said to ring the out of [...]
Posted in New Beginnings on May 7th, 2007 No Comments »
I was thinking today about my bump as I have a small bump now which is probably mostly wind but still there. When I was pregnant last year and miscarried I remember feeling very guilty for not caring about my bump and not feeling attached to my baby. At times I even felt guilty and [...]
Posted in New Beginnings on May 6th, 2007 No Comments »
The last week I have been having really weird dreams. Some of them I can’t remember now but some have been so vivid I have had to ask whether or not they were real or in my head. About a week ago I dreamt a good friend who left work a while ago to move [...]
Posted in New Beginnings on May 5th, 2007 No Comments »
It’s been a while since I wrote anything. There have been a number of reasons for this. For one I have been so busy and life has been hectic and for two I needed some space outside my head and to stop analysing everything.
For some reason half of my blogs seem to have been lost [...]